Who I Am | A Deeper Look At My Blog

I keep looking at other people's blogs, people like {Zoella} and {Anna Saccone}, and I am so

jealous. I feel like their blogs are perfect... and in their own way, they are. But the more following I do on {Bloglovin'}, and the more jealous I get of perfect pictures, lighting, props, the more I realize for a lot of these bloggers, you have NO idea who they are. 

I started blogging because I wanted to share my life. My real, raw, sometimes crappy, most of the time crazy, life. My life isn't perfect. Sometimes I have the perfect idea but the light sucks. Sometimes I want to take a picture of my outfit but I have to be to work in 5 minutes so it's a quick, crappy snap shot.

Even though my photos and posts aren't perfect, they are real. They are me. And I hope through my blog, you are able to get a sense of who I am. I'll be honest in saying, right now, I have no idea who that is. I've suffered from anxiety see my post and I've lost a HUGE chunk of who I am and what makes me happy. 

I am slowly starting to get myself back and I hope my blog is able to reflect that. I can tell you who I was, or who I hope to become.

I'm funny, really funny. I love cracking jokes and making people laugh. I love, just about as much as any other girl, spending time doing my hair and makeup. But almost to that effect, I am a Montana girl at heart. Give me a tent, cowboy boots, and send me into the mountains. The next night, maybe I'll throw on some heels and hit the clubs. I've never wanted one style of life to define me. I like country, hippie, urban, uptown, and everything in between. 

I love trying new things. I love to travel. Macaroons are my weakness...so are boys in cowboy boots. I may be envious of the successful bloggers; I may be jealous I have no time or money to put into this. I may never have a successful YouTube channel.

But my blog is as life is: imperfect and messy but most of the time, beautiful.